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Mikleo | Luzrov Rulay ([personal profile] nerdeology) wrote2016-01-19 11:57 am

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"This is Mikleo. I'll get back to you when I can."
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[personal profile] experiencepoints 2016-08-31 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
... I should have guessed. Even you can't get through, huh? So even if he sees either of us coming, he'll probably bolt, huh?

[She sighs. This is familiar- too familiar.]

It's not as bad as it could be yet, though. If someone doesn't help him, it will be... I've been where he is. Right now, he's panicking and assuming the worst. If it keeps going- If no one can get through to him, or no one even tries to get through to him, then... It will be bad.

[She's speaking from experience. She remembers- She remembers going down the same path Sorey is. And what came after the desire to run away, was...

She doesn't want to let Sorey get that far.]
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[personal profile] experiencepoints 2016-08-31 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
He won't want to be around people. Especially not anyone he knows. He'll be avoiding the ships, or anywhere frequented by the Fleet. The fewer people, the better.

[She wants to be nice about it, but... Honestly, she yelled at Sorey, she has to yell at him, too.]

And you're both idiots! Malevolence is a problem of the heart, right?! People's feelings are what generate that! Do you think that it's so easy to change people's hearts?! Trying to change how you feel about things, trying to move forward, trying so hard to not drown in your own mind- Trying to drag myself out of the mud of my own mind is so hard, I want to give up half the time! Of course it doesn't go away easily, of course it comes right back, it doesn't work 'strangely' at all! Did you think you could solve everyone's problems just by shooting water at them?!
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[personal profile] experiencepoints 2016-08-31 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
You can do that much here, you dumbass! You helped me, didn't you?! You helped me with that purification, and then you were my friends afterward, and that's why I haven't needed it since! Because you helped me with more than just the purification! You two encouraged me, and helped me find a solution, and that meant more to me than the purification ever did!

[That's the core of it, when you get right down to it. They helped Nightingale, and now she's going to help them, no matter what it takes. Even if she butts heads, even if she has to fight every step of the way. She owes it to them.]

... Look, just- I'm sorry for yelling. Come find me, all right? I'm on the Marsiva, in the gardens. We'll put our heads together and figure out how to find Sorey, and how to fix this. Fix all of this.
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[personal profile] experiencepoints 2016-08-31 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
I know it's too much pressure on one person, it's just...

[She trails off. What is she even trying to say anymore? She's running her mouth off without thinking.]

He wouldn't tell me what cause this. Or... I didn't ask. I was busy working on the problem he asked of me. I didn't think to.

[That's... kind of hypocritical of her, isn't it? The guilt pangs at her, but she shoves it aside for now.]

Did you figure something out?
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[personal profile] experiencepoints 2016-08-31 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
I had kind of figured he was the type to try to take everything on himself. That's one of the things I yelled at him about.

[She takes a deep breath, and there's the sound of rustling and movement.]

I already mentioned it, but... I've been where Sorey is now before. If you start thinking it's your fault, you spiral down... You think you have to bear everything yourself, because you should be able to, because others think you can. When you can't live up to your own expectations, you start to think of yourself as a failure. The more you think that, the more you flounder, and nothing you can do by yourself can ever pull you out of it... You start thinking it would be better if you weren't there, for everyone else's sake. You can't see any other outcome.

... I don't know if it's the same thing for him as it was for me. But it sounds so far like it's similar. Expectations, fears, the inability to do it all himself like he wants... If he gets as deep as I was, I think it'll be worse than you can imagine.

[She hopes it's different. She's sure it's different- Sorey is someone who can do anything, right? Surely he won't fall down the same problem she did. Or at least, not for the same reason. Sorey wouldn't have trouble living up to the expectations of others, right? So, where is the problem?]

Go find him, but leave your communicator on like this. I'll run support from up here and help out. Is that okay?
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[personal profile] experiencepoints 2016-08-31 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't reply for a moment. She hates that kind of talk, but... She can tell whatever's happening here is a big deal. If Mikleo is asking that of her... It's not without reason.]

I will. But stay on the line with me, okay? I won't be able to do anything if I don't know what's going on.

But... Right now, if it's still the same, then... What he needs right now is just understanding. I was kind of a huge ass and fucked that up already, but... Understand him, sympathize with him, listen to his worries. Show you care. We both know you do, but that's hard to remember when you get in that deep.

... And that sort of thing means more when it comes from someone you love. I don't know you two's exact relationship, but whatever it is, you two love each other, right? You can get through it, if you do it together. Just believe in that.

[As brothers? Are they dating? She doesn't even know anymore. She's still defaulting to 'they're married', though.]
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[personal profile] experiencepoints 2016-08-31 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Nightingale is, well... To call her a KY is an understatement. She is so full of doubt and second-guessing herself, she has trouble with anything that isn't said aloud.

(There's a small guilty pang- She didn't know about these other two. If she's talking this much about being their friends, shouldn't she have known that more people were connected to Sorey? But she shoves that out of her head.)]


I understand. I'll be here. Just be sure you're back before you get planetside, okay? I'll be researching from the network up here if there's any obvious places without people he might go.