IC Communication

[nerdeology]

Use this to get in contact with Mikleo outside of the community posts.


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"This is Mikleo. I'll get back to you when I can."

Comments

9/21

[monolike]

I've been staring at these messages you left for days.

...if I'm being honest, which evidence shows I should be, I'm scared to listen to them. To hear your voice. I'm already half-expecting you to walk through the door or just- appear like you've come out of me. I don't know how many times I've just sat still for hours and listened for your voice in my head. Like I'm just waiting for you to wake up.

If I listen to these, I- I might let myself be fooled. I can't let that happen.

afternoon

[monolike]

I can't stop thinking about this. I-

Mikleo I know what'll be in those. If it's you trying to call me when I left then I- I don't-

But I can't waste this. I feel like I'm scrambling for water in a desert. Just one more word in your voice, I just need to hear one more word. I miss you so much. I miss you like my heart's been halved, and you'd totally make fun of me for being so embarrassing but that's what it feels like.

I don't even have any paintings or drawings of you.

What if I forget your face? Your voice? What if I don't remember all the ways you say my name?

I couldn't stand that. I wouldn't- I wouldn't make it.